Jean Watson spoke at our hospital the other day.
I had worked the night before, and my shift ended at about 0630am, but the meeting wasn't scheduled until 8a. So I spent more than an hour sitting in my car, parked in the employee parking deck, watching Rachel Maddow shows on my iPod.
The meeting was packed, with about 50 nurses attending. All of us were either charge nurses or clinical directors with a few clinical educators mixed in.
I think Jean Watson thought all of us were well-versed in her theory, and that everyone in the room was accustomed to the spiritual, metaphysical and existential nature of her work. I don't think she realized that very few of the nurses attending were very familiar with her book. Thus it surprised me when, with very little by way of introduction or preparation, she proceeded with a meditation exercise. She brought out a "singing bowl" very similar to the one pictured here, and she rubbed the rim with the stick which caused the bowl to resonate.
I've never been very good with meditation. I've tried several times to meditate and I just can't do it. So while everone else in the room bowed their heads and closed their eyes, I started to get a serious case of... the giggles.
To stop myself, I started calculating the Fibonacci sequence of numbers in my head.
Not a great beginning.
It's not that I don't believe in the theory. I do think it is important to appreciate our patients as a total, unique, spiritual, significant human being, and not simply a machine. That's something I can get behind.
But I was sort of hoping the meeting would be more of a "hands on" session, with all of us charge nurses discussing how to actually use the theory.
- What specific behaviors would be seen when observing a nurse that is well versed in the theory?
- What sort of verbalizations should be used? In other words, what needs to be said?
- How do you document use of this theory?
- How do you use the theory if your background and comfort zone is more scientific / numerical / logical / empirical?
- As a charge nurse, with scientific background/personality, how can I teach or model this theory for my nurses?
We didn't really go into that at the meeting. In fact, at one point, one of the nurses finally simply asked Jean Watson to go over the 10 Caritas Processes, to which she surprisingly replied, "Wow I'm not sure I can do that, I'm not sure _I_ even know them."
One of the nurses handed her a copy of her book, after which she did give a pretty good review of the basic concepts, but I was still taken aback that she didn't know her own material well enough to cite them from memory (although she did admit that she planned to do a more thorough discussion of the theory in a more general-audience meeting later in the day).
I guess if I had to rate the meeting, I'd have to give it 2 stars out of 4.
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Posted by: Polo | September 05, 2009 at 03:33 AM
I'm looking forward to a few blog posts about how to teach the theory... I could use them!
I guess the next step would be to get some of the supportive books. Some of them look more like "real life" application.
It's going to be a challenge. But I think good nurses already to use the theory as the base for their practice. It's just crossing the bridge between a nebulous "feeling" or "emotion" to an actual "theory" with "outcomes" and "documentation."
In our meeting, she did actually use the words "Time-Space Continuum" which, wow, sounds like a Star Trek episode to me :-)
Eric
Posted by: Eric135 | March 19, 2009 at 01:50 AM
The educators all had a one-on-one meeting with her for 90 minutes to discuss how to teach her theories. Several of us talked later, and, while we may not all agree with everything, it is still kind of cool that we were part of a group of 18 people who got to sit and talk with one of the acknowledged "grand Theorists" of nursing...
I too am not too comfortable with the whole existential aspects of her theory. One of the nurses you and I know well from "the old unit" asked her what to do to "help the spirit of a recently expired patient" and she told us we should go to the corners of the room and clap, to entice the spirit to move on to its new reality, and, if we were allowed, we should smudge some sage on the wall opposite the door. I never did find out why, as I could not listen any longer...
Posted by: Disappearingjohn | March 18, 2009 at 09:28 PM